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Mixed feelings and confusion

Sorry to inform you guys the super long post I uploaded to the one you see there didn't appear. I'm lazy to type it all over again so I'm just gonna talk about what you guys like to read. Just that it will be rather emotional 'cause it's quite close to heart.

I'm really confused. Do I like pig now? Or have I already forgetten about him? I mean, from the very beginning I was SIMPLY STUPID. It was unadulterated stupidity. Why appear so JIAN?! The embarrassment I actually faced was so great what I can do is just broadcast it to the whole world. It's a thing about wrong personal decision making- IN ALL TOTALITY. The mistake I made, though simple, was probably the most un-though-about decision I ever made, and it cost me my FACE.

Of course I can't say I have no take-aways from this. I learnt that we should really consider things carefully before carrying out- LOOK BEFORE YOU LEAP. That's what I really lacked this time- the thought process, the action and reaction, I put not a thought into that.

But I also took away from this a lot of embarrassment, some hurt and more skin on my face. The last item not necessarily a bad thing. Anyway I tatas gotta go do my zuowen and math for tmr. Haven't even STARTED!

Lotsa love,

Laura

Go to my new blog!

go to my new blog! this one is screwed. I didnt want to change but this blog didnt SHOW my posts. so i'll copy the first few posts over and yea dont come here again.
new blog: www.ingenuity-of-me.blogspot.com

Confusion? Oh this is worse

Speaking of confusion, I'm even MORE confused now. Here's what happened during teacher visitation:I was in the canteen, and Ness asked me, "Do you want me to take one last picture of Can Xiang for you?" I guess this isn't taking responsible risks considering I didn't even want it- I had a nice picture in the yearbook already. But anyway, I agreed and she took my phone and went off. I was talking to some other people at that time, so when she returned the phone I just looked at the picture, and all of a sudden someone yanked my right hand. I pulled free, and then my phone was gone. Looking up, I saw the culprit. I don't have to say who right? I screamed, "Delete the picture if you want, just return my phone!" And after he deleted, I tried to grab it from him and he passed it to Keith/Jasper until I couldn't keep track so I left them alone, thinking they would return it eventually like BQ. But no, it was worse. They left it lying around at a carpark in the school. NICE. I wanted to pour sportade on Can Xiang but by the time I found my phone he left already.
I know you people think I'm always sharing my secrets, very 'bu yao lian'. Tell you guys something. You know why I don’t keep secrets? I've actually got a reason behind it. My parents always fought (big time, like 3 months don’t talk) when I was little, and my mum always told me not to tell anyone so I kept it to myself until I told Ness last year. I don’t know why her but it was quite a good choice. Anyway, I learnt that keeping stuff to myself is a really painful experience, so I guess it was automatic to learn to share my secrets with others from then on. Not that my parents don’t fight now, they STILL DO. But not so often and not so long. And through those experiences it really hurt me hard. And I used to cry a lot. But if you realise now I don’t cry at all in front of you guys. Of course part of me wants my face, but that’s not it. I actually do not feel sad enough to cry anymore. You know how sad I was during Graduation Day? I was TERRIBLY SAD. The nostalgia of carefree primary school days still strike me and I become unable to work for the whole day just thing about those things. But on Graduation Day and even now, when I try to cry about it, to let it out, it just doesn’t come out. I don’t know why, I guess maybe that’s why I actually liked Can Xiang. He cried- NORMALLY. You see, guys don’t usually cry. They find it embarrassing. But I'm actually rather embarrassed that I can't cry like others do. It feels terrible. Anyway, I gotta go do my homework and stuff, so byee!

LONG TIME NO SEE, PEEPS~!

Harlo! Oh man... I miss this place... I miss NYP... I miss the guys in class... BUT I realised that having an all girls school gives you loads more good friends for KEEPS. Then again, having guys in class birng along with them a whole load of entertainment. You know what I mean.

Okkay. Now. Take a deep breath. I'm gonna help you catchup on my life. Ready? Here goes-

I'm in a FUNTABULOUS class called ONE-ELEVEN. And I'm the tableperson! In 1/11 from NYP we have Zhiwen, Shiyin, Leevoon, Aidi, Lanabel and DUH me. =) My classchair is this girl called Victoria, and we have an amzing load of yuan fen. You see, her crush is in the same class as pig in HCI. AND HER CRUSH IS ALSO MY EX-CHURCH FRIEND before I got to IGNYTE! AMAZING. LOL. Ohyea. Blogger is fixed and problem-less. I am GLAD. I'm sitting beside this girl who calls herself Yvonne the mad. Not as bad as it sounds, okay?! Believe it or not, she's actually quite nice!

Ok let's take a break from all the details to tune in to NEWSFLASH. Celebrate V-Day at IGNYTE@Adam on 10 Feb 2007 at 4.45pm! Y=MX+C, find out more about it through moi. -End of advertisement-

Okay the last bit leads me to my next point. I'm taking FRENCH! =) The syllabus is FAST. Even my dad says it's going fast! Basically they cram everything into you so you can write magnificent compositions but leave you unable to pronounce the words! For me, I can pronounce, my dad taught me. Problem is, I can't spell! xP AMAZING.

Skatesports RAWKS FOREVER!

Seriously, if you can't skate, you gotta learn it. It's super fun! After my 1 month package is finished, I wanna do salem (those cone tricks?) skating under this PRO instructor. He's super old unlike Skatesports instructors, but he's PRO. And I want those BEAUTIFUL salem skates! Well, my mum promised these, so she has to deliver! =) But salem skates are hardboot, so they're kind of uncomfortable. I mean, this Saturday I skated 4 hours and I got blisters, AND I WAS USING SOFT-BOOT SKATES. So think about what would happen if I used hard-boot skates?

I also learnt something from Skatesports: Instructors called "Shane" are CUTE. There's an ANGMO shane and a CHINESE shane and both are CUTE. Haha. But not that I like them. The angmo shane is cocky... The chinese shane is nice, but he's in Sec 5, which is in other words, NORMAL STREAM. And the both of them super-old! Okay not super old, but old enough! Wait. Why am I blabbing away about GUYS again? I wanted to tell you about my skating class!

Oh yea I forgot to mention. Skating, contrary to popular belief, is SUPER SAFE. I've only fallen a few times (okay I skated before) but as long as you bend you knees and lean forward, you'll NEVER fall. Unless you trip over a stone or you're too busy oggling at the Shane's or you talked too much (or super forgetful/clumsy like me) you won't fall backwards DURING CLASS. If you're self-taught (like me last time), you really fall a lot more, and on your bum and THAT REALLY HURTS. Not the 'ow.' kind of hurt, but the 'OWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" kind of hurt. Haha. I WANNA LEARN SALEM SKATING THAT'S JUST SO COOL! But I need to learn backward skating and all that first... ='( There isn't skating today... But there's lesson tomorrow, Wednesday & Thursday nights @ 7.30pm and on weekends @ 11am & 3pm IF IT DOESN'T RAIN. Trouble is, sometimes it rains out of the blue...

GTG play piano, tatas!

CCAs

Hm... What CCA should I take? I'm thinking of guitar. Then I can serve in worship! =) The weather's sunny. GREAT! Please keep it up! LOL. =) Skate class!

STABBED BY JEAN

I was tagged by JEAN to do this quiz. Hmm, I guess it's fine because I can't think of any other stuff to occupy myself with.

INSTRUCTIONS

1.The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of his/her perfect lover.

2. Mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.

3. Tag 8 victims to join this "game" and leave a comment on their blog.

4. If you are tagged the second time, there's no need to go this again.

5. The most important thing: HAVE FUN DOING IT!

HERE GOES:

#1 CHRISTIAN (ULTRA-IMPORTANT AND I KNOW IT. NOW I'M HAVING A DAMN LOT OF TROUBLE TRYING TO CONVERT SO-AND-SO...)

#2 MORALLY UPRIGHT (INCLUDING HONEST...)

#3 PRESENTABLE (INTELLECTUALLY & LOOKS AND ABLE TO CARRY OUT AN INTELLECTUAL CONVERSATION!)

#4 HUMOUROUS (AT LEAST MUST BE LAME LA, THAT IS, IF CAN'T BE FUNNY 'COS I'M ALWAYS BORED...)

#5 MUSICALLY INCLINED (BECAUSE I AM, MUAHAHA. KIDDIN'!)

#6 FUN-LOVING (THE EVER-SO-BORED ME AT WORK AGAIN...)

#7 MILDER IN NATURE THAN ME (I'M THE AGGRESSIVE KIND AND YOU KNOW IT!)

#8 LIKES ME BACK (THIS IS OF ULTIMATE IMPORTANCE OKAY?! IT'S VIRTUALLY IMPOSSIBLE TO LIKE SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T LIKE YOU, YOU WILL ULTIMATELY GIVE UP EVEN IF IT ISN'T ANY TIME SOON. KIND, CARING, SENSITIVE AND ALL THAT CRAP WILL COME ALONG WITH THIS!)

Sex (Jean, gender is mindset! But some Britons might answer 2 times a week or something if I put sex...): GUY (unless you say pig la!)

Tagged: Since the readers of my blog all read Jean's blog and I don't have the time to tag on others' blogs, its FREE FOR ALL can?!

HAPPY, JEAN? I MADE AN EFFORT TO DO THIS AND AM PAYING THE PRICE (GETTIN' SCOLDED), SO APPRECIATE! =)

Tatas guys! Will miss ya!

Bad luck

I'm gonna have to stop blogging for a LONG LONG TIME. But just in case I'm lucky, stay tuned. Will go online at every little opportunity. Man... I've had a bad time. My piano (playing) is in ruins and my exam is in next year March, so, wish me all the bad luck you can and I'll fail for sure.

Since unless I get a miracle I won't come online tomorrow, MERRY XMAS in advance! Love all you guys forever! And don't forget to check out the TRUE meaning of Xmas!

Okay my holidays haven't been ALL WORK and NO PLAY. I went for all my church activities (though watchnight is too late for me) and had rollerblading classes at East Coast Park, Skatesports! It's really fun, good, cheap and the instructors are nice (and there's an instructor called Shane who's actually very cute.) Kiddin'... But he IS cute. Haha.

Jean, can you link me to the class blog? Thanks LOADS. =) I want to have more to fear about, my life is too boring. SOme embarrassment won't do me much harm (NOTE: This does not fall under the habit of mind- taking responsible risks!) Little children, please do not try this at home. =P

Minesweeping~!

Back to my very, very, very, very old hobby: minesweeping! You know, that game that comes with Windows? Click Start, All Programmes, Games, Minesweeper. And voila! You play.

My scores:

Beginner: 9 sec

Intermediate: 64 sec

Expert: 223 sec (This one is especially bad because I have to go ULTRA-SLOW to be careful!)

I'm currently trying to break the record for the expert level, because previously I went VERY VERY SLOWLY to complete the thing. And now the situation seems the same. I keep getting careless, or else my mouse slips when I go too fast. I WANT A GAMING MOUSE (though I don't play those 'graphic' games much!) I'm using the stupid laptop FINGER mouse so its ESPECIALLY HARD. AHHHH.

Wow

Oh blogger is out of beta! They say, "Check out all the new stuff!" Yet I don't see anything new. Bleh. I'm bored. And angry at the person who tagged as 'anonymous' on the class blog. Hm... WHO CAN IT BE ARH?! I thought it could be STUPID PIG. Haha. He's got a new nickname! Hm. The first nick was 'pole guy', then 'CES', then '(x', then 'busy guy' and now 'stupid pig'!!! I think stupid pig (the nickname I mean) is the best! LMAO.

PIG=?

Now I know why I called that stupid CanXiang a PIG. After thinking about it at night, pigs are:
GAY, DUMB, FAT (but CUTE)
Haha. I wonder... Will he come online today?