Today! Finally...

Today was quite interesting in the sense that I did everything I set out to accomplish- except work in the gym but that isn't counted because I'm a little unwell and my mum banned me from it, for the moment. Anyway, I don't know where I placed the receipt for the Resident Card! So I hope that I'll only want to use the gym when my card comes... Hope I get it right after my IGNYTE camp! That would be perfect.

In the morning I played the piano, for 3 WHOLE HOURS! And I checked the street directory to find out where Verde Cresent was. No prizes for guessing who's address that is. I found out that only one bus plies the nearest bus stop to his house, and its 307, a number I've never heard of. Verde cresent is in Choa Chu Kang and approximately 5.5 km from my house. Marathon runners can jog there, no sweat. But how on earth did he take bus from Coronation Plaza home on Fridays? I shudder to think of the number of times he has to change bus. And how on earth is he going to take the bus home from HCI?

I remember SMSing Can Xiang a couple of times, but because he didn't reply I just figured he REALLY wanted me to get lost. You see, I asked him before why he told SR to tell Ryan to get lost when she said he was bothering her but he didn't tell me to get lost. So the reply was, "K lor, get lost." Really weird. And because Vanessa wanted to find out if Can Xiang really liked her as I suspected, I SMSed him,"Do you like Vaness? Just tell the truth." I got a LONG REPLY...

No I do not like any girls at any age, any class, or any level, or any
school, or any country.

Seriously, that sounded like something a gay proud-to-be-gay would say... Anyway, last night I was SMSing SR in bed, and she asked me if I was meeting up with Can Xiang this holiday. I said no, so she suggested I arrange one with some girls and guys and make it like a group date. But I knew Can Xiang would just love to be left alone, be gay, and stay away from me! I told SR I could wait 'till the next class gathering. Then again, he could have a GF by then! SR rightfully pointed out that it wasn't possible, because I would murder her! Which was so true.

Continuation of what happened today. After lunch, I blogged, blogged, blogged, read blogs and maintained the class blog (www.6k2oo6.blogspot.com). I went Vanessa's blog, but was saddened that she hasn't posted since PSLE results release! I read Jean's blog and was amused by all her quizes. I read Cheryl's blog, but it confused me in various ways. Contrary to common belief, Cheryl did not use PERFECT english in her blog. Simple reason? I was written as i. I know I'm fussy, but it irks me! Somehow... Also Cheryl's blog mentioned two guys, and I found it hard to 1) understand who on earth they were and tell them apart 2) understand the situation and, 3) empathize with her because of her troubles even though I have had my share of crushes and their pains. Since we're on this topic, I will share with you:

Crush 1: Malaysian. Left little impression. Was slowly forgotten. Left no scars.

Crush 2: Singaporean. Left bad impression. Was forcefully forgotten. Left light scars that have faded away completely. I'll tell you his story... I met this idiot during a trip to Italy last December. Sweet guy 6 years older than me. Dumb like an ass (donkey, PUN INTENDED). Revealed that he watched porn due to his unadulterated stupidity. I approached Janne, who advised me to concentrate on my studies and not handle any relationships before the PSLE. I heeded her advice and never looked at any guy before the PSLE. After that, all my friends and I considered Crush 2 as taboo. I got so mad with Vanessa that I slapped her on the back because she mentioned the taboo.

Crush 3: This one you all know about. Singaporean I think... But his mum is supposedly Malaysian, as I eavesdropped from parents' conversations during the class party because I heard his name being mentioned. Impression as a sweet guy with very cute smile. I tried to forget this pig, I deleted his number, but I could memorise it. Scars? Well, some. Like when he said,"No wonder your voice sounds like shit." Well my voice is one thing I don't like people to ridicule. Whether he meant it is one thing I would like to know, I guess. Also when he told Jean when she asked him if he liked me "Hell, no." There were a few ocassions I guess. This crush is special. The reason being, he's the only one who never liked me back. A humbling experience. Also before this, I always told people "Guys from NYPS GEP (in our level) aren't worth liking." That was my favourite phrase, you can ask my friends about me, before I met SO-AND-SO. I remember, actually on the FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL 2006 I looked at the pig and I thought,"Hey! This guy's kind of cute..." but I never thought much of it. We were actually in the same group before, for HALF-A-DAY, before I complained that I was always in an all-boys group. AND I'M MAD BECAUSE HE'S GOING TO NANJING. MY PARENTS ACTUALLY SIGNED THE FORM, BUT I THREW IT AWAY AND SAID I LOST IT BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANNA GO. NOW I WANT TO GO!!! Too late for regrets. Oh well. That was just inevitable, I guess... It's by divine orchestration that I didn't go. That's because there's no such think as 'fate'. Everything happens because of divine orchestation. Too bad for me, I guess...Anyway even if I had gone, 1) I wouldn't have changed the situation, might even have made it worse and, 2) we're still going to different secondary schools and JCs.

I wish I had taken a picture of Can Xiang's smile that day at the party. I have a picture of him, but it's really UGLY. It's a group photo, and he wasn't smiling so you couldn't see his dimples. BOO. I might as well delete it! Oh man. Graduation is really something that I wish had never happened to me. I love the time was spent as 6K after the PSLE and I don't understand why people found it boring. It was fun to me! Oh no. I'm getting sentimental. But I still don't cry. Oh no oh no WILL I EVER CRY? Actually I really wish Can Xiang blogged, like I do. Honest and frank posts. I'm dying to know what goes on in that pig brain of his!

I guess that's enough of regrets and all that crap. I'm ready to start with a new life in RGS. Now I'm going to watch Goong. I cut a slice of yummy black forest just now. Yumm. xP Byee! Seeya soon! By The Way, I'm only blogging on a regular basis during the holidays. When school starts I'll probably blog once a week...